Another bomb goes off..

"The world is a play and we all are its actors". But the stage seems to be too big for anybody to watch the play. The stage steals the show. And the act itself becomes barely interesting. Its funny how we still put ourselves in the center of the universe. We want God to be in a Human form. We want ourselves to be in paradise once we are dead. We want St Peter or somebody like that to keep count of the 'bad guys' so that they wont be allowed in our paradise. In short still we simply want the world to revolve around us, just like the universe revolved around Earth before Copernicus.

It bothers me that what people believes and said to be true are all set to comfort themselves. To give us comfort from the morbid fear of the emptiness of unknown. We are twisting the unknown to comfort ourselves or to make ourselves feel better, it seems. That is the not the way it works. The theory should be according to the facts. If not a change is eminent.

Most of the people gets afraid when they are dark and alone. The fear of the dark. The phobia that something is always there. There is an interesting question that why does someone get afraid of the dark. Actually its not the darkness that scares them but the idea that they don't have any idea of what lies ahead. What is unknown is scary to most of the people. So someone manipulates it all, and make of fantastic stories about what could be out there and make themselves believe that. Others who are not that bothered to think about it embraces em and in the end everyone ends up believing the stories.

The fear is lost when 'he' becomes fascinated and curious about what lies out there in the dark. Once he steps into it he will no more be seen by anyone who stayed back. He disappears. Then he will be having two choices, either to go on until he can and find out everything for himself, or to come back and tell others what he had seen till then. If he chooses the first he may be be long forgotten, but god knows what all, and how much he did find. If he, the philanthropist chooses the second option, he may become an emissary of God, for he posses the knowledge that people lacks. He becomes the prophet, the symbol. But at some point we forget that he was just a symbol who stood for that knowledge that we call God. We are supposed to worship the idea, not the dude..

There is a game i played sometime back called "china.. something"(i forgot). Its about passing a word to the next person and he/she passes to their neighbor what they had heard. No repeats of the words are allowed. The last person should say the word out loud to the one who created it. It is amazing that the chances of hearing the original word after it passes through a small crowd itself is minimal! A 'cow' can become a 'log', a 'Cop' becomes 'stop', 'Gladiator' becomes 'glad he ate her'!!! :D The same thing happens to what our 'MAN' said. In the end, a few crazy fucks might blow up a neighborhood in its name. See the dangers of a mere communication gap!

This is my belief. Every one is free to believe what they want. There is one more thing i believe in. That is to look closely into what you ought to believe. Many things shatters when looked upon close enough. Very few stands the test and they are the ones to be believed in. It is a world of well camouflaged lies out there. If everyone looked close enough, It would have been a lot more cool.

Understand is a word that is not very much understood.

[A thought from Richard Feynman. My tribute.]

God's equations

There is a theory of everything. I want to believe so. It has always been the holy grail for science, philosophy and religion. This divine trinity seeked a common objective, with their own special means. “Unification”. It is something that has intrigued some of the most eminent minds till date. It made Einstein die an unhappy man. His last years were spent in a futile effort to unify the basic forces of the physical world. Humans have sought it ever since the rise of independent thinking. By Independent thinking I mean to think about something that may seem irrelevant to you. It is like thinking about "why the apple fell down to my head!” or "Why the hell did the chicken cross the road", etc etc etc..

I love physics. It is my first love. I cannot help elaborating a bit about all this fuss on unification and physics. I love writing this part, but I will try to keep it short! I am afraid no one will read any further if I plan to go into all the details..

In simple unification is all about finding a remedy for the wired fact that we use two entirely different theories to describe the same world we live in - The theory of Relativity and the Uncertainty principle. The first is used very accurately to describe and predict the big stuff, the macro thingy, the universe, stars, the cosmos and things like that. And it did its job perfectly so far. It is simply based on the belief that “God doesn’t play dice”! Everything is according to plan and works as the equations predict.

The theory of relativity fails totally as we go into the micro level; that is as we try to understand what happens in the small stuff, the atoms, sub atoms, and at the most subatomic level. Here, it is, all chaos. “God seems to play dice there”. Nothing is as it seems. Things appear and disappear from nowhere. There is no existence, but only chances of existences. Einstein’s equations fail miserably, they doesn't make sense any more. The uncertainty principle comes for the rescue here. It describes this tiny world pretty well. Does that mean Einstein was wrong? Not really! This uncertainty theory breaks down and fails miserably when we go to a cosmic scale.

Both the theories are right and wrong in the same time. These theories describe our single world, and they are a constant fight with each other. This is not right; there should be something wrong, there should be something that we have missed Completely. If we do manage to find that something, we can have a theory! A simple, beautiful and elegant theory to describe everything imaginable in the universe. The very existence of such a theory is the source of much controversy now.

Here, at this point, we see science and philosophy coming together. Look again, the Religion, which is not at very good terms with either science or philosophy, also comes closer. They all seem to agree on the question now. They all need the same thing. But where is the answer! .. not yet.. u’ve got to wait!

A theory for everything does not have any direct impact on our lives. But, its relevance as an event horizon of human curiosity is undeniable. It brings together everything that had been at a cross roads for centuries. Scientists’ do not like philosophy as it has no theoretical support, philosophers hate religion and religion hates science as it demeans their sacred often! These altercations are very evident all around us. Strangely all of them seem to be looking for the same thing. Is it an equation as put by science? Is it a concept? Is it a person or a being like the symbols given to us by religion? They don’t seem know what it is actually.

Physicists say it is a single equation to describe the universe, so simple that it can be printed on a 'T-shirt'! Philosophers say it is something so fantastic that, it cannot be described in any simple or complex way, it is quite unfathomable by human imagination. Religion chooses to call it 'God'....


Some time back I happened to read a highly ridiculed and controversial mail by Einstein. Apparently, just a few months before his death he sent a mail to a philosopher friend of his. In that he has put forth what may be the results of his last futile attempts on the theory of unification. I wonder if he really was trying to unify the basic forces of physics, or whether he is trying to bond Science, Philosophy and Religion in an awesome 3 some! He had put in God as the”Product of Human weakness". It is a very dangerous statement. He could lose many of his religious admirers. His reputation was at stake. If it were to be said a few centuries ago he could have been be doomed for sacrilege. Why would he do that?!!.. The consequences are not that hard to imagine. No one would have dared to call him dumb for sure! May be he did not feel the need to bother answering dumb people in his final days. The matter has caused some problems in the 'higher' circles as the Internet dudes say. Though the entire content of the letter has not been made public (If only I had a few million pounds, I would gladly have spent it on this and told you guys! Seriously- Any donations will be totally appreciated!)

"Try and penetrate with our limited means the secrets of nature and you will find that, behind all the discernible laws and connections, there remains something subtle, intangible, and inexplicable. Veneration for this force beyond anything that we can comprehend is my religion. To that extent I am, in fact, religious. --Albert Einstein". Could not have agreed more. Think about it..

He calls it subtle and simple as science mentioned the ‘final equation’, intangible as the philosophers called it, and inexplicable as the Religion calls it. 'God works in mysterious ways’!! Just Venerate it.. Don’t accuse each other in its name. Don’t kill for it. Just admire and be scared, that there is something watching over... God bless..

The Three Miracles

1. The beginning

Inertia [in-ur-shuh, i-nur-]: A Resistance or disinclination towards motion, action, or change..

That inertia is something that he seem to enjoy a lot. It may be because he is just too lazy to be inclined towards anything, a motion/an action/a change. But he appears to be resisting any such change! If he was lazy why should he resist a change? He could have moved along very well. But he is resisting that too, he has rejected everything, he didn’t seem to care, he is just standing there.. But why!

Before we try to find out why is he at that state, the state of inertia, lets see what we are doing now. We look at him with a strange sense of disapprobation, a sense of insecurity or may be a sense of fear arising from our total ignorance on his intentions. We expect him to move, to run with the flow, to follow the call that we believe to follow.. Is that because we actually cared what would happen to him? No! We just feel uncomfortable by the sight of him standing there quiet, pacified, and silent while we all are running fast to keep up with something for reasons we do not know.

Ha.. There you are..You said it!..We don’t know why we all are running! Some might know what are they running after but even them doesn’t know why do they do what they do! Still we believe that is what is normal. To run in that direction where everybody else seems to run. It has to be the right direction, because all these people cannot be wrong. Some one should be having an idea, and they will be the one leading the run. Sadly that is what every one thought, even the guy up in the front!

But why the hell is he standing out there alone? Why does he seem not to be bothered a bit by all these mayhem? Again the same questions that make all of us uncomfortable where asked. So let us do the easy job. Let us call him vile names. Let as brand him to be a crazy one, the loser, the misanthrope. He is definitely out of his mind. So let us leave him here. Let him stay there looking up into the empty skies above. May be he is dead, may be he is deaf, may be he is blind, may be he is blind deaf and dead! Why should we even care...



2. An Angel in misery:

"Look.. a girl!"... A little girl in a pretty white dress, with a small wooden doll in her hand, fighting with her mommy. She is trying to free herself from her mom's hand and her mom is trying to pull her back into the crowd with all her might. Shall we help the child or the mom! (The speaker stood wondering!) At last the girl freed herself from her mom. The crowd kept moving forward rapidly and along did the mom after a moment of hesitation - whether to follow her child or the crowd. The public opinion won!

The forsaken little girl is walking through the gravelly walkway, along the dangerous cliff, trembling down now and then but never failing to pick herself up and move on. Where is she going? The crowd with her mom has gone too far ahead, she may not be able to catch up with them anyway! It’s sad, but let us ignore that child too. We got our business to be taken care of. Anyway she is going to die in the desert, in the heat, in the rocks. God help her. We need to move on- to catch up.

"Hey man do u see that?..U see that girl who ran away from her mom? She is walking towards that maniac standing there on that cliff! She is definitely an insolent kid. Let us see what happens to her! Let us stand and watch. This is going to be fun!"

Yes the girl was walking towards him. She fell down ever now and then, but she is getting closer to the cliff. She climbed the mammoth rock on which he stood. Her wooden doll fell off into the abyss. Oh God! Save the kid! But surprisingly she was not much bothered by the loss of her toy.. She kept moving towards him. At last she reached where he stood. She took his hand in her little hand, which she used to hold her doll tight to her heart. She was looking curiously at his face. And then he moved.

He looked down and smiled. He was alive, he was not deaf, and he was not blind! His inertia got shattered..



3. The sun and three miracles:

The man turned to the little girl and smiled. She is smiling too. No words seem to be spoken. He took her in his arms and wiped the dirt and blood from her little arms and legs. Both of them stood there, looking into the empty sky’s above. They just stayed there and nothing happened. “Hell with them..Lets move on..”

The crowd they ran fast to keep up with the sun. Eventually they all gave up. The sun is moving too fast, it doesn’t seem to tire or rest. All the people in front of them seem to be tired. They all fell down on the ground. They all looked for the leader and he was nowhere to be seen. Then they realized there was no one leading them. They were all lead by their own beliefs.. Blind convictions.. And now.. Now what! Where is the sun they were chasing? It is gone.. Its dark all around! Now what do we do. All that we knew was to run and keep running and try to get in front of the fat ass ahead of us. Again.. Now What! Don’t tell me we ran all these while for nothing! Holy cow.. we seems to be screwed.. proper screwed!

As they lay down thinking all these, the earth turned around. After all the sun was not actually moving at all. It was the ground, which was turning made the sun appear to move! The world turned around and the sun rouse behind.. Just as it had always been!..



4. The story seems to end..

He was standing on the same cliff. The little girl was fast asleep in his arms. He woke her up with a gentle kiss. They both saw the beauty of the rising sun. He smiled. Her eyes, they where big and shiny and pretty. He saw the sun reflect in her wide blue eyes. It was the most beautiful sight he had ever seen. It gave him his purpose, his salvation. He was happy.

The little girl was surprised by what she saw when she opened her eyes. She hugged him tight and smiled. She was happy too. Nothing bothered her then. She was closer to heaven than he was. They both stood there staring up. The sky was not empty. The sky had the glitter of the stars fading away, it was made of gold, and it had the mild comforting sun shining in its corner.

A song was heard from above ..

"And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but its sinking
And racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in the relative way, but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death"

- Pink Floyd

All we had to do was to find the right spot and stand there..Just holding the right ground once u had found it.. All that we should have worked for is to find the place with the best view. We shouldn’t have tried to catch up with something, which we did not understand. Our mistake. Realized too late.. Said the speaker, shorter in breath- one step closer to his death.. And then he went down and died..

"Far away across the field
The tolling of the iron bell
Calls the faithful to their knees
To hear the softly spoken magic spells."

A different sound of music..

All the characters you find down there are purely non-fictional. Any resemblance what so ever is not because you are completely crazy. Anything that appears like typo or a grammatical error or a watermelon is purely intentional, and it might be holding deeper meanings intended for further sinister purposes. If you did not understand it, then it is totally your problem..


Name something that just happened to be universally loved. One of the easiest answers is- music. It is very rare to find someone who does not like to listen to one of its varied kinds. -I feel special that I know a person who does not, but let that identity be secret ;-) . Now About the reasons why! I've thought about that a million times now. All I could say is I am not smart enough to answer that.

The answer might even drift into one of the secrets of the fabric of universe. How is it possible that those mere rhythmic vibrations of air can produce such a profound effect on human beings even influencing how one feels! It even helps one to choose how one should feel, which is really big a deal. It does affect every-thing mostly in a pleasant way. May be we all, have an innate tendency to appreciate order and patterns. May be an order in chaos is what is divine. Ask me why am I pocking on the love of music! It’s just because of something wonderful and completely new to me that I stumbled on recently.

I always found fun in tracing back the reason why I ended up finding this, or doing that etc. Call it the desperation of another bored, dejected Associate Consultant. These little things always proved worth it. That is really important because I find it extremely difficult to identify anything worthwhile among the things I have been doing recently.

Well so to make it easy of every one who reads this I will put it in an order for a change. Well it happened some time back. I happened to go for this German movie called 'The lives of others' with a friend of mine (Hey buddy thanks for trusting me with the choice of the movie!). While watching that I felt like it is one of the best I have ever seen so far. Experiencing something great knowing it is great is a different and wonderful feeling. Watching a great movie knowing it is one of the best u ever gonna see is a very exciting thing if u realize that. It gives a special indescribable emotion, like living a life of a legend.. I wonder how it would be like for those who already knew they are legends! Will they feel contempt for the lesser mortals? Or will they feel sorry that there is nothing more left for them to achieve, simply because it wont make much of a difference? It is funny but this was the closest I could feel to them. Well so much for the 200 bucks spent on the movie!

The movie was beautiful. The conspiracy.. The love.. The betrayal.. The sacrifice.. The unasked but dangerous favor.. The strange gesture of gratitude!.. It was beautiful. It had one of the best climaxes ever. Every moment I could connect to the movie in a strange way. Not saying much about it as it is totally worth watching thyself. The language was a problem though. German sounds cool. The language sounds like a rock song lyric. It is indeed the language of anger. If some one comes and speak to you in German, I bet it will sound quite like swearing which you cannot possibly understand. French is indeed a language of love, but unfortunately I don’t talk French too! But Dutch, it is sexy!

Whilst watching the movie, many a times there was this conflict whether I should go after the scene or the subtitle. It was too difficult to manage especially in the big screen, U know. I remember this sequence in which the main actress (Martina Gedeck) talking to her boyfriend the writer, in a shower. Then she started saying a few key dialogs of the plot. It posed quite a dilemma! A tough choice, because the woman is damn gorgeous and she is naked! What she says is important to understand the plot. If I have to understand it I got to read the damn subtitles. They are just the usual plain white letters and absolutely did not stand a chance compared to the chic! Cant have both because the screen is damn big! I desperately focused and re focused until I felt sorry for my eyes. I could hear my brain telling me “Buddy, stop doin tht!”. I wished for a bigger pair of eyes like the aliens have. I totally understood the meaning of the word Dilemma at that moment! Experiencing is the best way of understanding isn’t it?

Well the point is not that. It is just something I heard, or more exactly read in the subtitles of that movie. About Beethoven.

If I say Beethoven’s music is good!, the most logical response of a sensible human being reading that will be… ’So what!’.. It is that well known. It is like telling Shakespeare used to write good plays! Everyone knows it. But there is a catch in it. How many really know it and how many have simply accepted it as like they believe 1+1=3?. Simple, how many might have actually read one of his plays, the original version? I have not. Even if I try I am pretty sure that I wont reach the third page! So I simply shake my head in approval when some one says King Lear rocked! Or Romeo and Juliet were the best love story ever. I just kept myself satisfied with the abridged versions for kids.

The case is different about Beethoven now. I actually listened to all of his compositions I could get my hands on. I consider it quite an achievement because that is something that even Beethoven could not do. He could not listen to any of his last works. May be in his minds eye he did. But it does not count.

I happen to read about him first back in the school, when I was forced to study a chapter in English about him. I still remembering feeling pity for the dude who was unable to know his own creation sounded in reality. He was deaf when he created his last works. It is one of the most terrible things to ever happen to someone. It will be a wonder if the person did not go into a mental breakdown. And in fact he did. Strangely never did I venture in to listening to his music back then. May be because it is not for a restless soul. It will take a lot of patience to listen and appreciate works like that.

It took some 10+ yrs and a dialog in a German movie to turn my attention into the music! Life it is!.. Well In the movie I read a character say about listening to Beethoven’s music. He said this quoting Lenin. “If I keep listening to that music, I will never be able to lead a revolution. No man of reason ever listened to Symphony 9 will never be able to commit any act of brutality. I am needed to be brutal. As a price I will miss something remarkable down here”. Well he said that in Russian, in the movie the general said it in Germen, and some dude translated it in English for the subtitle and I am writing what I remember of it. It did travel a long way but it still had the thing. It made me to listen to symphony 9! So the very next day I called up a friend of a friend of mine and his brothers classmate and by the end of the day I got a few of his symphony’s And I was determined to listen this time.

It is very difficult to listen to a symphony for the first time completely. It is slow, it has no words, and basically it is boring. And it is like alcohol. Tough to have it, but once had, what follows is heavenly! (Non-boozers go to hell!) I don’t know about Mozart, I don’t know about kuttappan chettan! But I know about the symphony 9. Every one has heard it many times either knowingly or unknowingly. Our filmmakers have used its bits and pieces repeatedly without any worries (No one will come with a copyright violation!). It is there in advertisements, and it is there everywhere. But the entire thing is quite an experience!

The Lettre r Elise is there in your minds already. I am sure you had heard it many times. I was in my happy place when I listened to that. It was just amazing. On the other hand, I got different fingers and the symphony 9 takes the listener through a wide variety of emotions too. You can feel peace and serenity, horror, passion, hope, desperation all of it if listened apt. All of these without even a single word in it. That is the magic of music. It’s like a roller coaster ride of emotions. I had experienced something similar only once before that. But I cannot mention it here because of some legal issues ;)

A fluke or a glimpse of complete genius. That’s the 9th symphony is all about for me. The facts favors the later. Simply cannot believe that he created it when he was completely deaf!. Without even having a faint idea how each note will sound in reality. That is a wonder as far as I am concerned. Well I had a wish to write about it when I listened to it fully for the first time. So that is it!. I feel happy. The rest of you go to hell. Correction, try to listen to it once and go to hell, else you will be missing one of the wonderful things out here. I have said what I felt obliged to.

And out of the chaos, a voice spoke:

"Smile and be happy, for it can always be worse".

And I smiled, and I was happy, and it did get worse.

Getting screwd 3 ways by work made me write a heavy metal song..

Out from the darkness i reached out.
Out from the fear i was screaming out
It was darkness all over, I couldn't see
Why do these feelings don't let me be

Falling while hiding the hell that i feel
Failing to find a hand that will heal
Deeper and deeper as i plunge on into
Lighter and lighter i feel my own fear

Lost in the wilderness while looking for peace
Living a life that i could barely realize
Looking all over for masks and mirrors
Broken and scary are all that i could find

Wake me and take me away from down here
Make me something that i wanted to be
Take away all of my fear .. disbelief
Show me a way to find my relief

The dude wants to be happy!

The Big Lebowsky used to call himself the dude. But sadly he was’t the last. For the ones amongst you who are having no idea who Big Lebowsky is, you can very well find him in http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Big_Lebowski . For me he is just the dude! Now I am glad that I got a rare opportunity to introduce to the world the next one who called himself ‘The Dude’.

"I am glad that you are loving it. I am glad that you are happy. I know that you look for the signs on the way whilst you keep rolling, believing that you can trust them. But I feel sorry for you that you have absolutely no idea where you are headed. I don’t know if I should keep myself quiet like you do, find peace in the comfortable silences and abstain myself from the uncomfortable thoughts…or realizations! I see a paradox here. How the hell do I know if I am not in a cage like you are? An invisible one of blissful ignorance and well-being. infact i am pretty much sure that I am in one right now. Where will it land me now! Will that knowledge make me free from it? I don’t know. Who am I asking to? Whom should I ask to? Kind of funny and sad huh! "

So on that fine day our dude sat on the chair which can rotate and can stretch backwards, intrigued by thoughts like the above mentioned ones. Little did he know that his life is going to change. That day he made a life changing decision without even knowing about it. Yep! he did make a life changing decision not to change his life at all! He knew that there were people before, who knew what he thought now he knew. Most of em either committed suicide by 27 or became addicts or became insanely rich and other people started calling their dwellings CRIBS! He consciously ignored the fact that there may be losers among them. The dude is positive and he likes beer. They did see what was coming, but they managed to stand up and say a big 'FISH YOU' to the so-called fate. Because they knew it was full of bullshit. “One should change whatever once can change and accept whatever one cant and stop mumbling victim of this and that.” The Dude was on fire!

After all the question is whether they are happy or not. Obviously we can’t ask the dead or insane ones. And the ones who got themselves into the 'mile high' club where indeed happy. Well what a question, any living thing with the minimum sense of self-awareness will be happy if they get to sip a 60 year old Macallan served by females which the kingfisher king would go crazy for. Relaxing in thr personal three-rotor custom antique style six seater spitfires at thirty sever thousand feet. Obviously if they cant be happy then, they are the big fat losers of the world. And may be most of em are.. The dude supposed!

And the dead ones, and the 'flew off - cud't land back' ones. “They too are happy;” the dude was ready to bet. The singer dude who put a shotgun to his chest in a moment of creativity or despair, seem to have hated his wife. He may be happy that he is somewhere she can’t chase him. Even his suicide note became famous "I'd rather burn down than fade away". Wola! “He’d have lost a hell lot of popularity if he lived and wrote more! Coz his songs were mostly bullshit. So it was one of the wisest decisions he ever made”. The dude said to himself!

Another guy drank his way to death. But the reason doesn’t seem to be the obvious one- a Love Failure! But in a sense yeah, he might have lost the love for his life. Or may be he succeeded in finding what he was searching for, and may be what he saw in the other side of the Door was ugly, against what he believed in..An end to his hope, something that kept him going. People say he died listening to his own song 'The end’. He ought to be happy.. “Lucky lunatic”… The dude was jealous.



Another guy was so complicated that no one understood him much. But people knew there is something special about him and they loved him for that. Sadly the lad fell victim for his own creativity. His extraordinary imaginative mind went adrift and he began to imagine people and slipped into a world of his own, where everyone was created by him and acted sane -according to him! But back in the real world people missed him. And the real world put a beautiful name for his disease- Schizophrenia. His Friends wished if here were there with em and wrote songs crying out loud 'shine on u crazy diamond’ and they became filthy rich again. It’s a beautiful song though. There is no way to be sure if he was happy when he died. There is a price for everything including creativity you know. Insanity/Alienation and mostly they wont be ‘socially’ that good. “He paid dearly I gus!”. The dude felt sadness like a rain!



Well who are these guys!.. Well I am quite sure that these are some of the guys our dude looked at, with an awe at different points of his life.. And our dude kept on wondering why did they do what all they did. Dude believes in freedom of speaking his mind. Whatever.. That’s not the point here.. The point is ...to be able to being happy. The dudes happiness and pleasure in living life to the fullest at the moment with his favorite thoughts were temporarily devastated by the introduction of the new, so called 'issue log' by the clients. Man those guys got some serious issues. Else why do they do this to shatter our dudes peace of mind... These guys should learn that interrupting a line of thought is a heinous crime!! The dude’s lead is angry. The dude felt strangled!

But our dude was determined this day. He said another ‘FISH YOU’ and went ahead with his thoughts and the other things!. He is sad that some one flicked his nice chair, which can rotate and can stretch backwards and placed a broken one in its place, which doesn’t stretch backwards! He decided to forgive the one who did that. It was funny and, u know wat else is funny? It is that you don’t have to be rich to be happy... a broke dude who finds a 500 Rs bill in his used trouser pocket is the happiest man in the world for a while. So is the one who can laugh at her concern when the chic at the park asks him to ‘get a life’, and dare to publicize entire incident through his blog! [Hats off to u dude!]... Happy were the dudes who argued for hours on whether wax can be burned and used instead of petrol for no apparent reasons!... Happy are the ones who can eat laugh and forget that they are totally screwed. Happy are the ones who felt that they reached the top of humanly possible when they proved that the chicken indeed come before the egg..

They proved that happiness is not too tough to attain. A triple distilled Russian rice extract with some ice will definitely help. Well it helped them all… as it always did..


The dude loves his friends. The dude is happy. The dude believes in god..

The dude is hungry now. The dude needs to go. The dude is missing!





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Random Thots

1: dude u r drunk.. its 4 A M..u are up in ur bed after a blackout..and u r wondering abt the wonders of the universe again!.. ooh yeah.. now i get it..This is wat they call as the moment of clarity. wow...cool, i like this feeling!

2:I think i am awake...I seem to like randomness now.Earlier I tried to control it..It was good..It was less funny..Somebody said that its all freaking random and uncertain in a subatomic level...so I thot.. wat the hell. Even god intend it to be so. who am i to change it.. So i put my winamp in shuffle with a repeat. jim morrison is singing again for me.. his ghost song.. i like his voice.. i like his words.. but.. fans forgive me.. he was just another lost soul who failed to realise the confusion within.. Seeking a shortcut to open the doors of perception by making a "bet with the mind" . I gus it wont work tht way.

3:Wat am i doing.. yeah waiting for the sun. i know thr wil be light after an hour..i can capture the magic of sunrise again..click some snaps of it.. everything wil be beautiful again..1 hour more.. I wish if everything was certain like tht always..everything was straightforward... again the answer is, wat the hell?... I like my thots.. they are freakin funny sumtimes.. atleast for me.. and sometimes they absolutely wont make any sense at all.. then it gets funnier.. wat the hell... u may hav no idea of wat i am talkin abt.. so never mind..

4:Its full of surprises u knw.. most of the times u may not find the liferaft where u believe u left it.. and wen u turn around u may find a brant new one..but wat if u r too broke to make the payment!.. it is funny if u can find the fun in it..its so surprising that i am afraid sometime it wil fail to surprise me again.. i am scared of that.. because no surprises means end of hope.. it wil all get back to boring and sad!..

am i dreaming..i seriously doubt am falling asleep.. wow thw insomnia is gone