Random Thots

1: dude u r drunk.. its 4 A M..u are up in ur bed after a blackout..and u r wondering abt the wonders of the universe again!.. ooh yeah.. now i get it..This is wat they call as the moment of clarity. wow...cool, i like this feeling!

2:I think i am awake...I seem to like randomness now.Earlier I tried to control it..It was good..It was less funny..Somebody said that its all freaking random and uncertain in a subatomic level...so I thot.. wat the hell. Even god intend it to be so. who am i to change it.. So i put my winamp in shuffle with a repeat. jim morrison is singing again for me.. his ghost song.. i like his voice.. i like his words.. but.. fans forgive me.. he was just another lost soul who failed to realise the confusion within.. Seeking a shortcut to open the doors of perception by making a "bet with the mind" . I gus it wont work tht way.

3:Wat am i doing.. yeah waiting for the sun. i know thr wil be light after an hour..i can capture the magic of sunrise again..click some snaps of it.. everything wil be beautiful again..1 hour more.. I wish if everything was certain like tht always..everything was straightforward... again the answer is, wat the hell?... I like my thots.. they are freakin funny sumtimes.. atleast for me.. and sometimes they absolutely wont make any sense at all.. then it gets funnier.. wat the hell... u may hav no idea of wat i am talkin abt.. so never mind..

4:Its full of surprises u knw.. most of the times u may not find the liferaft where u believe u left it.. and wen u turn around u may find a brant new one..but wat if u r too broke to make the payment!.. it is funny if u can find the fun in it..its so surprising that i am afraid sometime it wil fail to surprise me again.. i am scared of that.. because no surprises means end of hope.. it wil all get back to boring and sad!..

am i dreaming..i seriously doubt am falling asleep.. wow thw insomnia is gone